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Well it's official, I am creating my thought capsule on record. I thought about hiring someone to record my daily events but, well yea arrogance is just a toy.
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Most texts i've read encourage me to wait for my path to guide my way.
Take the daily turns and twists and when things happen they are meant to.
Why do i hastely act and want to make things move faster and in doing so mess with the wheels of fate. Uncertainenty is not my friend i am a steady eddy i like things to run smoothly.
I guess thats life in a nutshell.
I wonder if i think of my family enough. Why have i choosen to live 2500 miles away. their comforting presence would be appriciated.
how can some people have no disreguard for others' feelings?
karma is to big in my life i cna't even kill a bug......unless it gets too close.
Take the daily turns and twists and when things happen they are meant to.
Why do i hastely act and want to make things move faster and in doing so mess with the wheels of fate. Uncertainenty is not my friend i am a steady eddy i like things to run smoothly.
I guess thats life in a nutshell.
I wonder if i think of my family enough. Why have i choosen to live 2500 miles away. their comforting presence would be appriciated.
how can some people have no disreguard for others' feelings?
karma is to big in my life i cna't even kill a bug......unless it gets too close.
Friday, September 05, 2003
I sign the papers and 2 days and it will be official. Strange how things between me and her seem to be going to a new level. I think we are finding a new respect for one another. I wonder where it will lead. I know that i will have to stay ahead of it to protect myself from to much hurt but i want to enjoy every last minute i have with her. I will love her forever.
I decided not to get that condo i have been looking seriously at. It only felt 75% right and well i want to feel at leat 90% right about it plus i can stay here with colleen and save up some money. I have 6 months so i will keep my eyes open and see what comes about.
I am on a search. I am looking for a new friend someone to experience lifes adventures with. I know i have to start dettaching from colleen because i don't want to hit the brick wall too hard when she says good bye for good. So i need to remmeber how to be my self and not "us". I also don't want a pity friend but someone who's company i really enjoy and visa versa.
I attend my first boy scout meeting on tuesday and i am really looking forward to it. I miss the youth and camping adventures and i know i will be a great leader for the boys. I hope my canine will enjoy it as well.
My old roomate and long time friend PHISH moved out. He is now living on his own i will miss our time but there will still be lots of time. I wish you well and lots of good luck!
I love ya man
ciao
I decided not to get that condo i have been looking seriously at. It only felt 75% right and well i want to feel at leat 90% right about it plus i can stay here with colleen and save up some money. I have 6 months so i will keep my eyes open and see what comes about.
I am on a search. I am looking for a new friend someone to experience lifes adventures with. I know i have to start dettaching from colleen because i don't want to hit the brick wall too hard when she says good bye for good. So i need to remmeber how to be my self and not "us". I also don't want a pity friend but someone who's company i really enjoy and visa versa.
I attend my first boy scout meeting on tuesday and i am really looking forward to it. I miss the youth and camping adventures and i know i will be a great leader for the boys. I hope my canine will enjoy it as well.
My old roomate and long time friend PHISH moved out. He is now living on his own i will miss our time but there will still be lots of time. I wish you well and lots of good luck!
I love ya man
ciao
